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August 28, 2005
met up with yati yesterday. she wanted to catch a movie and i suggested wedding crashers but in the end they only had 2 front seats for that show. if we caught that, i think we would have gone blind. hehe. caught "the maid" then, a singapore based production. i have to say, the maid in the movie looks too fake. how can a hot babe be a maid? i would have gotten one myself if she was available. just joking guys. i dont even have money for a maid.

the movie was a tad dissapointing, but the most interesting part of watching the movie was watching's yati reaction. everytime something scary crops up, she would cover both her eyes with her hands. so cute. haha. i tried to push them away so that she wont miss the scary parts, but i think she closed her eyes too. the movie has so little dialogues and tries too hard to use sounds to scare the audience, i ended up laughing most of the time then feel scared. after that we had dinner and walked around town taking pictures. i realised that town has very little or no place at all for taking pictures with beautiful scenery. the only one i could come up with is the waterfall thingy in front of taka. yati was a nice gal, always giving a smile. like i always say, smile always!

i think ive been spending too much nowadays. its time for me to zip up my pants and save some money! but sometimes, money just dissapear into thin air. really! one minute its in my hand, the other minute, it dissapears. i still have so much things i wanna get; jogging shoes, street soccer shoes, khakis, long brown jeans, more t-shirts, a new bag, accesories and most importantly, my bike license and my future vespa! im going to sign up for my basic theory next month, i dont care what anybody thinks. once ive decided on something, ill go for it 200%. so hopefully in a few months time, ill have no problems with taking the bus again. ever.
8/28/2005 03:55:00 PM



August 25, 2005
had a fuckin tiring day.
had my ippt in the morning. to my suprise, i got a silver! wohooo.
lucky me.

in the noon met up with nani phantom a.k.a manjevelick.
followed her doing her photography thingy and stuff.

then in the evening met up with rahmah to help her shop.
she's gonna "guard" the doors to fluid this coming sat
and therefore she wanna get some nice clothes and earrings.

and now i just reached home after getting a polo-t and some shoelaces.
and tmrw i work. damn.
8/25/2005 09:44:00 PM



August 24, 2005
and so i was in dreamland. sweetest dreams. and then there was the sound of bells. 3 in the morning. everyone scrambled from their beds. and there i was, sitting and still in a state of confusion, sat there for a while before making sure it was my appliance too. damn, why must it disturb my sleep.

to cut it short, jurong and clementi appliances came, but the fire was put out quickly by our station. luckily the 300 litres of chemical did not catch fire. or else it'll be the end of the company.or maybe us too. haha.

fire fire fire.

wheres my fire!?

big big fire!?


so audit just finished checking our station. it was total chaos the whole day and we managed to scrape through it somehow. now all thats left is my ippt tmrw! im so dead man. i haven been training my arms frequently, i doubt ill be able to do 9 again. maybe ill take steroids. or come to think of it, milo sounds better.

if someone likes you, and is so persistent, what do you do to him? my friend, a teacher at the kindergarten just opposite my house, have this very problem. the guy would even wait for her a whole day to get a glimpse of her. scaryyyyyy. the worst part of it is he's a policeman.i wanted to tell him off and warn him not to disturb her but im afraid ill get arrested. maybe he'll charge me for indecent exposure or something. haha. come to think of it, if a gal does that to me, ill freak out too. life is so complicated.
8/24/2005 11:00:00 AM



August 18, 2005
remem this pic i posted just before i was drafted into SCDF? i stumbled upon it and it still looks kinda funny. haha.

updated the "peeps" list and added a song to my blog. i need a new layout soon.

any 'ol how, ive been trying to cut down on the number of times im going out. been on a tight budget for some time now. but im not gonna miss the play tommorow at ngee ann poly. jumiati and wati are gonna tag along. hope its worth the 8 bucks.

lets talk about other wordly things. as you know, fire has been raging in indonesia for quite some time now. areas four times as big as singapore has been engulfing the country. its about time singapore sent some personnels there to help out. my pal, iqbal, managed to get on the flight there today with the rest of the SCDF personnels. others that i know of are Rohaizad, Elvan and Erizmen. Erizmen and Elvan? they just passed out with me a few months back and they are on their way to indonesia! how lucky is that. if only they allowed NSF to go there, id be the first one to volunteer. haha. well, just wanna wish them good luck in their task and get more experience from there.

other than that, ive been training rigorously for my ippt(sort of NAPHA). i haven trained for my pull up for quite some time now and i really suck at it! haha. im really doing more push ups and pull ups and gyms in order to get a silver in 7 days time. i need all the luck i can get. maybe the wind will blow my feet on that day and push me up 9 times. haha. or maybe ill just have to train really hard from now. so why am i typing this pointless entry? i gotta to train now!
8/18/2005 03:24:00 PM



August 15, 2005
what have you guys been listening to these days? crappy songs are all over the radio. heres a peek of songs i listen to.

(Right click and save-target as)
Head Automatica - Beating Heart Baby
The Blood Brothers - Love Rhymes With Hideous Car Wreck
Mindless Self Indulgence - Shut Me Up (edit)
The Matches - Chain Me Free

Enjoy and tell me whatcha think.
8/15/2005 11:10:00 AM



August 13, 2005
and suddenly, it hits me right smack on my face.
the pain felt so numb.
it felt as if i lost a part of myself.
memories from days gone by flash in slow motion in my head.
i placed my hands on my face.












time stopped.














why was it taken away.
something so precious and rare.
something that cant be found again in this lifetime.
tears can never bring it back.
nothing can.


thank you for being a friend.
thank you for being someone who cared.
i wished i could turn back the hands of time
and tell you how much i loved you.
goodbye dear uncle.
8/13/2005 09:58:00 PM



August 10, 2005
at last, ndp is finally over. after tons of practise held over a period of time, it has ended. the only part where it all went downhill was at the showzone, when the fire just wouldnt die out. well, it did in the end but reignited after we left. lemme stop talking bout ndp, its done with.

so this past week had been fun and tiring. see that pic in my previous post? thats my pri school mate, the name i shall witheld. haha. met up with her after sooo long and it was great just chilling out and sharing stories and memories. hope i meet up with her again soon but im always working when shes free. happened 2 times already. damn.

you guys want more of her? here's a sneak peak. haha. i think she'll kill me if she sees it.


other than that, i accompanied a dear friend of mine since she was feeling down. walked around marina bay and took the ferry to cheer her up. her boyfriend treats her like a piece of crap. then i wonder, why does a person stick to somebody if they cant tolerate each other? shouting vulgarities and remarks that breaks one heart. if i had a gal, id never do that in a million years. you just got to respect your partner, love their strength and love their weaknesses even more, cos this is what makes them truly special to you. so gal, if you are reading this, all i can say is that maybe one day he'll realise his mistakes before its too late.

regarding work, i turned out for this chemical incident last duty. we were the first to arrive and it was the start of a long procedure. Commander came, other Officers came, Hazardous Material personnel came and after 4 hours, the leakage was finally sealed. luckily no one breathed the mixture, or else they might get cancer. scary to think that i was just 30 cm away from it most of the time. but it was fun. more of that please!

lastly, i just cut my hair! ahhhhhhhhh! after millions of times cutting at malay barber and their failure to follow simple orders, i decided to go to a unisex hairstylist. she followed exactly what i said but i still look ugly. haha. damn.

im freaking tired, just came back from street soccer. till next time, enjoy yourselves people...

8/10/2005 11:25:00 PM



August 06, 2005

shes so sweet...
8/06/2005 12:07:00 PM



August 03, 2005

see that face? it shows sleepy and shagged. thats what it is. ndp rehearsals have been almost a daily fixture and station life is getting hectic. imagine working from 7am till 10 pm and still have to work 24 hour shift the next morning at 8am. kill me please. id rest in a coffin if u'll let me.

ok, life has been boring at the moment due to lack of funds in my bank. cannot go club, cannot go shopping, cannot go ton or anything. just waiting for the next pay. 10 more days! wohooooo. did met up with my pri school frens a wk back. been more than 10 years since i met them? all grown up and beautiful.

tommorow gonna meet up with rahmah, a pri school fren i haven met in years! gonna have dinner or something at town. then fri am gonna work, 24 hour shift again. ndp at the same time.shitty shit. sat have 2 things to attend to, my granma btday and jeslyn bbq pit to celebrate her birthday.unfortunately, both are starting at the same time.. if only there were 2 of me. then sunday gonna meet up with eymani and hafizah at orchard. maybe eym gonna bring her gal fren along too. then monday, back to work. life is so hectic...

other than that, heres a list of the top 10 songs im listening to right now, i recommend you to listen to it if you want something different than the perfect 10 poppy songs. haha.

1. The All-American Rejects - Straightjacket Feeling
2. The Blood Brothers - Love Rhymes With Hideous Car Wreck
3. Hawthorne Heights - Ohio Is For Lovers
4. Funeral For A Friend - Drive
5. Taking Back Sunday - Cute Without the E
6. The Click Five - Baby Just Say Goodnight
7. The Libertines - Music When The Lights Go Out
8. The Coral - In The Morning
9. Finch - Letters to You
10. Fall Out Boy - Sugar, We're Goin' Down

well , i got to go now. till next time, take care and enjoy yourselves!
8/03/2005 10:26:00 PM



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