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October 30, 2005
met up with dearie on fri, sat and sunday. hehe. i miss her so much.
10/30/2005 10:41:00 PM
friday was the chili crab day. broke fast with her, lulu, abg sha and lulu cousin at kembangan. very far seh. haha. but the food was worth it. and the trip was worth it cos i get to see dearie! saturday i was at geylang with my family and decided to call dearie along. she met my mom and sis a lil while then we went off to bugis for shopping! i bought myself a shirt and a bag while dearie got a shoe and a skirt. her shoe looks really good! jealous seh. sunday we went out again in search of my shoe. my levis shoe. but damnit, queensway and jurong point doesnt have my size. what a waste. and then dearie came over to my house to break fast and just hang around. along the way, dearie and i was singing a song and she accidentally fell down. hehe. ok its not funny. but it was a lil funny. hahahahha. sorry dear. but at least i help you massage the leg right? i hope she wasnt that terrified since its the first time she met my parents. hehe. but from the looks of her face, she seems quite comfortable. i hope she felt at ease cos i really wants her to feel that way.. so here's a couple of pics we took along the way..     isnt she just adorable?im missing her already. so near yet so far. if only i got a vespa now, id be there and back again every day. love you dear, and i really enjoy being in your company....cant wait to see you... October 27, 2005
love is blind.
10/27/2005 12:52:00 PM
and so it is. i dont know where to start. it just happens. seems that ive known her since forever. shes so perfect for me. kind, sweet, caring, loving, happy and so lovely. what more can i ask for? its just too good to be true. words cant describe how i feel now. yesterday i had an outing with dearie at jurong point's pizza hut. my sis, her boyfriend .a.k.a. mushroom, my best friend amir and my sis best friend murni joined us to break fast together. i was hoping dearie didnt felt so intimidated cos she hardly know any of them, but she managed to be herself and enjoyed the evening. that made me feel so relieved and estatic. i havent met my best fren amir for sooooo long and it felt good to see him again. the dinner went great apart from the bill (the service charge is so expensive but there weren't any service at all). after that we parted ways, my sis and her bf went to the atm, amir went home, murni went somewhere and me and dearie bought some stuff for her best fren az at mcafe. after that we made our way to az place and proceeded to send dearie's home. we had a long talk at the garden downstairs and thats where i really know that we are meant to be. she poured her heart out and i really felt how she feels... i sent her to the door and i just didnt want to let go of her. im missing her the minute i went down the lift. if only.... every seconds spent apart is every precious seconds lost. im missing her already....
October 24, 2005
this is it.
10/24/2005 01:15:00 AM
ive finally found it. October 21, 2005
first double entry in years!
10/21/2005 09:52:00 PM
i had a wonderful time today thanks for being so nice and lovely i couldnt believe my luck cant wait for the next time i see you again. why am i so energetic this days? i cant seem to stop jumping around. even when i was sick, i still wanted to just run and do somersaults. haha. i want to go swimming, go jogging, play soccer, go to the gym, fight a big fire, rescue a dog on a tree and kick some ass. someone please help me.
10/21/2005 11:14:00 AM
been listening to a lot of new songs recently. the new-old bands like the juliana theory, franz ferdinand, the strokes, the early november and the get up kids got me up and jumping to their new albums! then there's the really new bands ive been listening to like straylight run, lydia, greeley estates and my american heart. im just sooooooooo into music right now in my life. when i bathe i listen to it, when i go out i listen to it, when i use the computer i listen to it, when i jog i listen to it. what would life be without music? i dont want to know. my ears hurt after the phone marathon yesterday. it wasnt that long but my cordless phone really sucks. my ears are really hurt from the plasticky cover. i need to put a sponge when i talk next time. hehe. but it was great talking with "cookie monster". haha. dont ask me who. it was interesting talking with. the smile so infectious and the voice so sweet. my bike practical has been going well, havent failed anything yet and i dont intend to. in no time soon, im gonna get a vespa! wohooooooo. wish me luck guys. i promise in a few more months ill be feeling the cold wind while riding my bike. i think i have too much of an imagination. haha.  future vespa? haha
October 15, 2005
as you know, ill be working on hari raya. why, you would ask? cos if all fireman doesnt come to work on hari raya, fire will spread and wreak havoc! people will die! singapore will be overcome with chaos! maybe im exaggerating a lil bit. anyway, we had a ballot to see who would get to take leave on that very day.
10/15/2005 09:46:00 PM
it was categorised under a few categories; -hazmat personnels (2 slots) -fire section commander personnels (2 slots) -fireman personnels (1 slot) i fall under the fire section commander category and there were around 8 of us, so only 2 lucky guys will get to enjoy the holiday. one by one, we went up to take the piece of crumpled paper. i randomly picked one and to my suprise i got "Selamat Hari Raya" on my paper! The rest got "My Station My Home" except one other lucky fella. do i deserve this? there are others who are already married, have children and even grandchildren. just imagine hari raya without your father or grandpa, would it still be the same? so i decided at that moment to give it to my Warrant Officer Kamal since he is older and needs it more than i do. then there was the other ballot for the 6th of Nov. and to my suprise, i got it again! everything my hand touches turned to gold. haha. and with that, 6th Nov ill be on leave, allowing me to have 4,5,6,7,8 Nov free at home or going out visiting relatives and close ones. fasting at the fire station can be hard. early in the morning we will be doing drills and such, and after that checking equipments and cleaning the station. then at 5 we will still be playing soccer. tired? maybe but the spirit is there. i feel that we are one big family. i hope it stays that way... other than the usual station life, ive been going out with someone. she likes to complain about how she looks and such. i dont know if she knows it but i think shes great the way she is. her personality just brighten up my day and her voice just music to my ears. sounds great? but theres another side to it... i think that she is still attached to her old feelings. maybe she will move on, maybe she wont. only time will tell. till then, ill just have to hope for the best. wish me luck... October 12, 2005
I've got a day and a reason . Why I should not believe in..anything, anymore. What's this for? My time well spent. I've got all these memories that I cannot believe in . Cause I don't know where I've been all these years. All these years...
10/12/2005 12:12:00 AM
And do you know this reason. I hope that you can see it cause I will not give up and we all know what you've done again. I can see right through you. You're making your way over again..again. Two days after leaving and I don't have a reason to keep you from being here. I don't steer these thoughts away. I know that you know this but I could never get you to believe all my fears. Is this your clear? I think so... And do you know this reason. I hope that you can see it cause I will not give up and we all know what you've done again. I can see right through you. You're making your way over again..again..again..and again And do you know this reason? I hope that you can see it. Cause I will not give up and we all know what you've done again. I can see right through you. You're making your way over again.. i hope i made her happy. cos i think i made her smile. been a while since i felt this way. ill give this one last try. October 03, 2005
(another entry filled with pics. may take some time to load..)
10/03/2005 10:14:00 PM
i just didnt feel like updating my blog all this time but im back! a lot of things happened the past few weeks. lets see; i started on my bike license, went for numerous CD events (that is a total waste of time), went for a bbq and chalet, searching for dengues (we are the self proclaimed dengue squad), soccer matches every weekend and the usual hanging out with friends. time goes by so fast when you are enjoying every moment of it. few more days and fasting will begin. i wonder how we are gonna cope in a fire station. surely there'll be fire and calls for us to attend to, they wont take a break during fasting month will they? hehe. this is going to be my first time spending it away from my family on the first day of fasting. but the atmosphere at work is great so i cant wait for the new experience. no more home cooked food to enjoy but i guess its time to try something new. last duty, i was the duty section commander for my rota. my 3rd time actually. and in the morning, i ordered the personnels to clean the "kolam", a well 4metres deep and used for our drills. reason for cleaning? dead fishes were subemerged and flies were all over the place. here's a peek into what the "victims" had to do. haha. 4.jpg) what are they looking at? 4.jpg) so many people... 3.jpg) is there a monster? 4.jpg) even lights were set up... 2.jpg) my firefighter in shorts? what the... 3.jpg) oh, they were just cleaning the smelly, dirty "kolam". haha. other than that, i have this nagging pain on my right shoulder that have been bugging me for a few days. its a mystery to me as what caused it but i hope it heals very soon. i dont wanna take MC. i have never taken MC since i joined CD 1 year ago. or was it since poly. i dont rememeber. AH! i just remembered tommorow is my friends birthday! 2 of them. and then on the 7th is my brothers birthday! then on the 9th is my dad's birthday! then on the 10th is my other frens birthday! i foresee empty pockets and bank accounts soon. haha. and there are many more to come this month. now i know why they have the malay song "Tragedi Oktober". Maybe the singer have this problem too. hahaha. added a new song by the get up kids called valentine. i lurveeeeeeee this song. it makes me weak in the knee and ive listened to it since 2001, such a timeless classic emo song. hope you enjoy it as much as i do... before i go, here's a few pic that have been taken over the past weeks... 1.jpg) this is one scary mama. 52metre high. once you are up there, you can fly! 1.jpg) searching for something at the rooftop .jpg) going home from chalet 1.jpg) some lost kid called adnan, i found at the bus stop 1.jpg) dengue squad 2.jpg) dengue boys. haha. 1.jpg) last but not least, i was watching franz ferdinand new music video "do you want to", and this guy caught my attention! i had to take a pic of hime! haha. |
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