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December 31, 2005
2005 has been a very interesting year.
many wonderful things has happened in this short period of time.
some good, some bad.
i may not recap all of it but ill try my best.

the bad

my uncle passed away
he was a dear friend of mine. i hope he's enjoying himself up there.

cousin pipit getting married
my "sis" getting married was exciting.

involved in ndp
too many weekends was burned due to this time wasting event.

clubbing
no more for me please.reasons are for me to know and for you to find out.

missed baybeats again
damn.again?

worked on hari raya
first time ive missed hari raya due to work.

havent passed my bike license
been yearning for my license but i guess this have to take a backseat for now.


the good

love exists
and i found it in nur shaikhah.i still couldnt believe that im with such a wonderful and lovely gal.what more can i ask for?

obs at pulau ubin
i love nature.and this getaway from training was enriching.

passing out of ERS
something im proud of.6 months of grueling and torturous training.ive never been so fit in my life.

involved in ndp
well,i get to see some babes eh? heh.

tons of pool sessions
this has been the year when i really played pool almost every off day from work. with close friends whom ive bonded. kinda missed the times and i hope this tradition can continue this coming new year ahead of us.

bought a new hp after 4 yrs
im not sure how many years ive used the nokia 3610 but a change will do me good.

1st hari raya with dearie
what can i say?it was wonderful to have someone by your side on this wonderful day.

2006 resolutions

spend more time with dearie
shes the one and only person i wanna see everyday. i love her to bits.

pass my bike license
so i can get my vespa soon and get to dearie easily

get to see my friends more often
im sorry if ive not met you guys more often but i promise ill make time for all

start on my portfolio
to enrol in NTU's Art Design And Media course

enjoy life
life's too short to not enjoy it to the fullest

wokay, this is the last entry before the year 2005 closes.
it has been a rollercoaster ride, there has been ups and downs.
and 2006 is gonna be one hell of a ride for me.
till then,

goodbye 2005 and welcome 2006.
12/31/2005 08:19:00 PM



December 29, 2005

i celebrated my 2nd month with my dearie, shaikhah on the 23rd dec with much delight. i was planning to get white lilies for her as she loves them but the shop only had one so i had to do with what i had.hid the flowers behind me as i reached her home and suprised her with it.hehe.hope she loved them.she suprised me too with a watch, a beautiful one.i told her several days before that i lost my watch when we went to sentosa but miraculously it showed up in my toilet.


the pressies

white lilies for the love of my life

the beautiful watch dearie bought
(sorry for the bad quality since i got it from my camera)




on the way to our destination


i think she liked my flowers.heh.


first stop,
we wandered off to marina bay for a romantic getaway from the city,
just us two talking and chatting with each other.
it was fun,since we had the place to ourselves.
on the way back to the bus stop,the path towards it seemed so long as it didnt cut across a field.
so i told dear that we should cut across and i will piggy back her till we reached the other side.
at first she lost her shoes.
then she lost her balance.
when the ground suddenly sank since it was getting so muddy,
she got off me,lost balance,pulled me along for the ride towards the lovely brown muddy ground.
muahahahahahaha.
we look like 2 fools i tell ya but luckily no one was around.
and luckily we didnt really made a mess out of ourselves.
escaped with just a few muddy patches which got off easily.


.the sun, the sand, the lovers.







second stop,
got off at suntec and headed to marina square for dinner at cavana.
the place wasnt my first choice but i guess it will do.
met melvin with haze while they were eating,still the same tall guy with his specs.hehe.
the food was fine and i quite enjoyed my sambal chicken thingy.
dear had teriyaki chicken which looked more like teriyaki watery thingy.haha.
then she bought andersens ice cream,something ive been wanting to try my whole life.
it was okay i guess,but its dear's thought that counts and i really appreciated it.

.cavana.



3rd and last stop,
it was already night time and we decided to stop by the esplanade.
a jazz song was being played by a band and dearie started dancing
i wanted to join but alas, the ice cream was still in my hands
i was afraid id dance and accidentally threw the ice cream at an apek

after that,i sent dearie home and i got home feeling all HAPPY
and ESTATIC that everything went great as planned.

yesterday dearie came over
we had lots of fun, she played ps2 and she loved fighting games
so i took out tekken 5 and virtual fighter
she beat me a few times, amazing for a new player
hehe
then we watched transpotting and spiderman2
great movies
but we forgot to watch the movie we rented
crying out loud in the centre of the universe,a jap movie
next time k dear

then today we met up for the chronicles of narnia
at marina square with dearie
damn good movie it was
great visuals and dialogues
cant wait to see the rest of the episodes
met suwardi and shian along the way
and now i want to watch wallace and gromit
i just loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee them.
heh

ok its past my bedtime
long day tommorow since we are having outside drill
bleh.
i hate outside drills cos it makes us all tired for just a drill

take care people and ill update one more time before the year ends
leave me a note regarding what you guys will do on new year cos i still have no plans as of yet.

12/29/2005 11:51:00 PM



December 23, 2005
Happy 2nd Month Anniversary!!!

Its been only 2 months of us being together
but it already felt like an eternity.
as if ive know my dearie,
Nur Shaikhah
FOREVER.

Ever since the day i laid my eyes on you,
and i felt my heart beating faster,
i knew you were the one for me,
cos you always made me feel better.

I count the blessings that keep our love new,
theres one for me and a million for you,
theres just so much that i wanna say,
that when i look at you all my thoughts get in the way.

just wanted to say that this 2 months have been
the most beautiful 2 months of my life
cos i got to spent it with my love
my soulmate
my better half

youve changed me to become a better person
and youve always been there for me
what more can i ask for
youre the girl of my dreams

i want you to have the best of everything
and i promise that you will
its like that song you used to sing
which never failed to make me feel

maybe I might sound crazy
for the way I feel about you
but youre just so amazing
and Im so in love girl, with you



always and forever
only us both
andhika and shaikhah















things that youve missed out last week:
me shaikhah ummar nasir amir desi rio
went to sentosa for a picnic
just a small group of us
ive missed them a lot
so it was time to catch up on old times


here are a couple of pics
the rest you can get at my dearies blog
cos im so lazy to upload
hehe
.SENTOSA.
on the beach tram

group photos

rio floating? no way. haha.

building sandcastles
shy issit?

shaikhah and my sis, desi

.harbourfront.

had a wonderful time and really enjoyed myself
i hope we can do this again soon
catch up with you guys later!
ps.i changed the blog song to an old fav. of mine when i was in pri school
new kids on the block rules. haha.
12/23/2005 08:17:00 AM



December 13, 2005
sooooooooo long since i had time to update my blog. i forgot it even existed. hehe. so what happened the past few weeks?

i had a suprise call up to come back to station for an operation with the police a while back. they raided illegal and prostitute dens while we,SCDF, or rather, all the NSF from Rota 2 with minimun resources,only 2 ladders and 4 life buoys, standby near the canal in case they are stupid enough to jump down. one lady did. if it was high tide, i would understand. but there was hardly any water! 6 metres high and the feeling of concrete on your body just hurt, wont it? the canal smelt of shit and it stank to the max! so i went down and talked to the lady. she was wailing and crying. i tried to calm her down and checked on her condition. Found out she was from thailand and my guess was she injured her spine since her lower body was paralysed. It would be a whole 20mins before the pumper (fire engine) and ambulance came.

All this while, me and my buddy, adnan, was trying to calm her down and she kept saying "Darling, i want to go home thailand" and "Darling,i want to walk again. Where is the doctor?". all those questions i tried answering but i knew my answer was just to give her hope. it was such a sad situation. people looking for a brighter future overseas and in the end sucked into prostitution out of their own will. once the pumper came we helped bring her up using a stretcher and ropes by lifting her. at one time she nearly fell but luckily it didnt happened. Phew.

One life saved. My life changed.

anyway,on the 19th im going to have a mini gathering with my best friends at Sentosa. Yeay! cant wait. amir,ummar,nasir,shaikhah,desi and rio will be there. i wanna fully enjoy that day cos its been a while since my best frens got together.

i know it can be hard sometimes but me and dear will go through it together. 2 persons with 1 heart. thats all we need. nobody is perfect and we have our flaws. slowly but surely, we'll reach to a point where everything will go smooth sailing. for now, lets work hard towards our goal.

forever love.
12/13/2005 11:09:00 PM



December 08, 2005
a quickie.

i knew we had problems.
but we talked and solved it.
thats the great thing about being in love.
cos your love will understand.
she always will.

thats why i love her so much.

shall update soon.
work tmrw.
bleh.
12/08/2005 11:13:00 PM



December 07, 2005
quick post.

changed the image at the top.
took an hour to create it but i think its worth it.
cos it has shaikhah in it!
yeay!

shall update soon..
12/07/2005 10:27:00 PM



December 04, 2005
i love her.
i really do.
but sometimes there are other factors that affects me.

like the distance.
cos shes so far away. i wanna be with her every day if i could.
but sometimes after a long day out, home just seems so far.
it can be frustrating. it can be tiring.
it can be so many things at a time.

then there's money.
i hate money. it gives so much problems.
im 8 days away from my pay day and im dead broke.
i dont even have money to cut my hair.
ive been broke since the middle of last month.
and now after calculating everything,
minus the money i owe, transport, food and others,
im like left with 100+ even before i get my pay.
and i still wanna continue taking my bike license.
and after cutting everything, im left with almost nothing.
for a month.
a month that hasnt even started.

and then there's time.
i wanna hold her every day.
but time doesnt permit.
i work 1 day and always spent my 2 days with her.
i dont have time to jog like i always do.
i havent jog at all for months.
i havent seen my frens.
i havent watched a proper soccer match.
i havent had time to be with my favourite brother.
i havent had time to go out with my sister.

i dont have any solution to any of these.
i really dont.
i think a lot.
but its no use.
help me.
12/04/2005 08:54:00 PM



December 02, 2005

last week, i was doodling on my ps2 after doing some designs, when suddenly dear called me and asked to open the front door. i was like "What??". It turned out that she came all the way from school to my place with nasi lemak in her hands. earlier, i had told her that i was all alone at home and had no food to eat. HUNGRY!!! and she suprised me by coming to my house with delicious food. hehe. im so lucky to have such a wonderful girlfriend. she herself was occupied with her exams and decided to make a trip here. it was such a beautiful gesture. i love her to bits.and now her exams are finally over and she's enjoying every second of it.

on the day she was exam-free (which was yesterday), we decided to go to sentosa and spend some time together, just me and her. and to think she came all the way to boon lay from sengkang just so that we can be with each other longer just shows me how much she treasures our love. the time we spent at the beach was wonderful. she had her suntan on while i decided to go all-naturale (not naked you silly,just no suntan or sunblock.haha) it was windy in the afternoon but after awhile it got really hot. we just lazed around and talked.

i love talking to her.
and she loves talking to me.
theres just a connection everytime words left our mouths.

we ate the food she brought, sakae sushi from jurong point and also my favourite Lay's potato chips. yummy. after the tan, i talked dear into taking a swim. at first she was hesitant but i used my charm and i dont think she can resist it! haha. the water wasnt that clean and it smelled. bleh. we changed after the swim and decided to go to siloso beach to watch the sunset. it was beautiful, even though we couldnt see it so clearly. i just love being with her, by my side, just staring into her beautiful eyes. we could look at each other and not say a words, cos words can mean so many things but love doesnt. love just means being with her and relishing every moment shes near. took off to town to look for her perfume soon after. the colourful lights and christmas trees brighten up the whole area. it was so beautiful and enchanting. walked from one end to the other while admiring and soaking in the atmosphere.
everything just seems perfect now.
here.
then.

she




he






US.
lost in our own world.


she is cookie monster!

i am ernie.hehe.


on the way home.


12/02/2005 12:35:00 PM



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