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December 31, 2005
2005 has been a very interesting year.
12/31/2005 08:19:00 PM
many wonderful things has happened in this short period of time. some good, some bad. i may not recap all of it but ill try my best. the bad my uncle passed away the good love exists and i found it in nur shaikhah.i still couldnt believe that im with such a wonderful and lovely gal.what more can i ask for? obs at pulau ubin i love nature.and this getaway from training was enriching. passing out of ERS something im proud of.6 months of grueling and torturous training.ive never been so fit in my life. involved in ndp well,i get to see some babes eh? heh. tons of pool sessions this has been the year when i really played pool almost every off day from work. with close friends whom ive bonded. kinda missed the times and i hope this tradition can continue this coming new year ahead of us. bought a new hp after 4 yrs im not sure how many years ive used the nokia 3610 but a change will do me good. 1st hari raya with dearie what can i say?it was wonderful to have someone by your side on this wonderful day. 2006 resolutions spend more time with dearie shes the one and only person i wanna see everyday. i love her to bits. pass my bike license so i can get my vespa soon and get to dearie easily get to see my friends more often im sorry if ive not met you guys more often but i promise ill make time for all start on my portfolio to enrol in NTU's Art Design And Media course enjoy life life's too short to not enjoy it to the fullest wokay, this is the last entry before the year 2005 closes. it has been a rollercoaster ride, there has been ups and downs. and 2006 is gonna be one hell of a ride for me. till then, goodbye 2005 and welcome 2006. December 29, 2005
i celebrated my 2nd month with my dearie, shaikhah on the 23rd dec with much delight. i was planning to get white lilies for her as she loves them but the shop only had one so i had to do with what i had.hid the flowers behind me as i reached her home and suprised her with it.hehe.hope she loved them.she suprised me too with a watch, a beautiful one.i told her several days before that i lost my watch when we went to sentosa but miraculously it showed up in my toilet. the pressies white lilies for the love of my life ![]() the beautiful watch dearie bought ![]() on the way to our destination
i think she liked my flowers.heh.
.cavana.
yesterday dearie came over then today we met up for the chronicles of narnia December 23, 2005
Happy 2nd Month Anniversary!!! Its been only 2 months of us being together but it already felt like an eternity. as if ive know my dearie, Nur Shaikhah FOREVER. Ever since the day i laid my eyes on you, and i felt my heart beating faster, i knew you were the one for me, cos you always made me feel better. I count the blessings that keep our love new, theres one for me and a million for you, theres just so much that i wanna say, that when i look at you all my thoughts get in the way. just wanted to say that this 2 months have been the most beautiful 2 months of my life cos i got to spent it with my love my soulmate my better half youve changed me to become a better person and youve always been there for me what more can i ask for youre the girl of my dreams i want you to have the best of everything and i promise that you will its like that song you used to sing which never failed to make me feel maybe I might sound crazy for the way I feel about you but youre just so amazing and Im so in love girl, with you always and forever only us both andhika and shaikhah things that youve missed out last week: me shaikhah ummar nasir amir desi rio went to sentosa for a picnic just a small group of us ive missed them a lot so it was time to catch up on old times here are a couple of pics the rest you can get at my dearies blog cos im so lazy to upload hehe .SENTOSA. ![]() on the beach tram ![]() ![]() group photos ![]() rio floating? no way. haha. ![]() building sandcastles ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() shaikhah and my sis, desi ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() had a wonderful time and really enjoyed myself i hope we can do this again soon catch up with you guys later! ps.i changed the blog song to an old fav. of mine when i was in pri school new kids on the block rules. haha. December 13, 2005
sooooooooo long since i had time to update my blog. i forgot it even existed. hehe. so what happened the past few weeks?
12/13/2005 11:09:00 PM
i had a suprise call up to come back to station for an operation with the police a while back. they raided illegal and prostitute dens while we,SCDF, or rather, all the NSF from Rota 2 with minimun resources,only 2 ladders and 4 life buoys, standby near the canal in case they are stupid enough to jump down. one lady did. if it was high tide, i would understand. but there was hardly any water! 6 metres high and the feeling of concrete on your body just hurt, wont it? the canal smelt of shit and it stank to the max! so i went down and talked to the lady. she was wailing and crying. i tried to calm her down and checked on her condition. Found out she was from thailand and my guess was she injured her spine since her lower body was paralysed. It would be a whole 20mins before the pumper (fire engine) and ambulance came. All this while, me and my buddy, adnan, was trying to calm her down and she kept saying "Darling, i want to go home thailand" and "Darling,i want to walk again. Where is the doctor?". all those questions i tried answering but i knew my answer was just to give her hope. it was such a sad situation. people looking for a brighter future overseas and in the end sucked into prostitution out of their own will. once the pumper came we helped bring her up using a stretcher and ropes by lifting her. at one time she nearly fell but luckily it didnt happened. Phew. One life saved. My life changed. anyway,on the 19th im going to have a mini gathering with my best friends at Sentosa. Yeay! cant wait. amir,ummar,nasir,shaikhah,desi and rio will be there. i wanna fully enjoy that day cos its been a while since my best frens got together. i know it can be hard sometimes but me and dear will go through it together. 2 persons with 1 heart. thats all we need. nobody is perfect and we have our flaws. slowly but surely, we'll reach to a point where everything will go smooth sailing. for now, lets work hard towards our goal. forever love. December 08, 2005
a quickie.
12/08/2005 11:13:00 PM
i knew we had problems. but we talked and solved it. thats the great thing about being in love. cos your love will understand. she always will. thats why i love her so much. shall update soon. work tmrw. bleh. December 07, 2005
quick post.
12/07/2005 10:27:00 PM
changed the image at the top. took an hour to create it but i think its worth it. cos it has shaikhah in it! yeay! shall update soon.. December 04, 2005
i love her.
12/04/2005 08:54:00 PM
i really do. but sometimes there are other factors that affects me. like the distance. cos shes so far away. i wanna be with her every day if i could. but sometimes after a long day out, home just seems so far. it can be frustrating. it can be tiring. it can be so many things at a time. then there's money. i hate money. it gives so much problems. im 8 days away from my pay day and im dead broke. i dont even have money to cut my hair. ive been broke since the middle of last month. and now after calculating everything, minus the money i owe, transport, food and others, im like left with 100+ even before i get my pay. and i still wanna continue taking my bike license. and after cutting everything, im left with almost nothing. for a month. a month that hasnt even started. and then there's time. i wanna hold her every day. but time doesnt permit. i work 1 day and always spent my 2 days with her. i dont have time to jog like i always do. i havent jog at all for months. i havent seen my frens. i havent watched a proper soccer match. i havent had time to be with my favourite brother. i havent had time to go out with my sister. i dont have any solution to any of these. i really dont. i think a lot. but its no use. help me. December 02, 2005
![]() last week, i was doodling on my ps2 after doing some designs, when suddenly dear called me and asked to open the front door. i was like "What??". It turned out that she came all the way from school to my place with nasi lemak in her hands. earlier, i had told her that i was all alone at home and had no food to eat. HUNGRY!!! and she suprised me by coming to my house with delicious food. hehe. im so lucky to have such a wonderful girlfriend. she herself was occupied with her exams and decided to make a trip here. it was such a beautiful gesture. i love her to bits.and now her exams are finally over and she's enjoying every second of it. on the day she was exam-free (which was yesterday), we decided to go to sentosa and spend some time together, just me and her. and to think she came all the way to boon lay from sengkang just so that we can be with each other longer just shows me how much she treasures our love. the time we spent at the beach was wonderful. she had her suntan on while i decided to go all-naturale (not naked you silly,just no suntan or sunblock.haha) it was windy in the afternoon but after awhile it got really hot. we just lazed around and talked. i love talking to her. and she loves talking to me. theres just a connection everytime words left our mouths. we ate the food she brought, sakae sushi from jurong point and also my favourite Lay's potato chips. yummy. after the tan, i talked dear into taking a swim. at first she was hesitant but i used my charm and i dont think she can resist it! haha. the water wasnt that clean and it smelled. bleh. we changed after the swim and decided to go to siloso beach to watch the sunset. it was beautiful, even though we couldnt see it so clearly. i just love being with her, by my side, just staring into her beautiful eyes. we could look at each other and not say a words, cos words can mean so many things but love doesnt. love just means being with her and relishing every moment shes near. took off to town to look for her perfume soon after. the colourful lights and christmas trees brighten up the whole area. it was so beautiful and enchanting. walked from one end to the other while admiring and soaking in the atmosphere. everything just seems perfect now. here. then. she ![]() ![]() ![]() he ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() |
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