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April 30, 2006
we cant please everyone and that is true cos if one do, another wont i know this for a fact friends are important i cannot deny it but maybe 10 years from now will all of them still be around you? maybe only those chosen few who cares and stick by you will be but ask yourself this question were they there when you cried were they there when you need help were they there when you were stressed out and you need someone to talk to were they there when you broke down were they there to give you helping hand at any given time will they give you all their money if you really need it will they sacrifice their life for you will they wake up early in the morning just so they can give you a wake up call will they cry when you cry will they make you smile when you are down will they? priority? friends? family? the obvious answer is family cos family will always stick as one family will always be together so think think carefully April 27, 2006
 happy 6 months darling. i cherished every moment spent with you. i still remember the first time i met you. it felt just like yesterday. to many more years ahead of us. through the good times and the bad. ill always be by your side. April 16, 2006
im pouring my heart and soul in this entry ******************* well i tried and i did my best but it just wasnt good enough i didnt get into the course i would lie if i'd say im not dissapointed i feel so down and out i feel confused sad i had a talk with my dad and something he said made me almost cry in front of him he asked me if i prayed to get into NTU and i said i did he replied, "I prayed for you more than you ever imagined, every single time" that struck a chord in me and coming from a stern and disciplinary person it made me feel so loved and now it has come to this serious issue whether id sign on with Civil Defence or find a job outside truth be told im not that fond of signing on i just dont have the interest to sustain myself its not the life i want to live but because its a stable job i have to take it into consideration i cant always think for myself all the time can i? i have a family whom one day i need to support i have to save up for my future too working outside has its own positive and negative i can go home everyday and see my family and my loved ones and i want that so much but its very unpredictable and unstable getting it is 1 thing, to stick to the job is another with all the retrenchment and stuff im so confused rite now ill make my decision soon i give myself the space of 1 month and this decision will change the course of my life ********* i love my darling a lot cos shes my pillar of strength. so here's a song/poetry for you, hope you like it too... some people got it easy, some people got it good, whenever they need some kisses, their girl lives near their neighbourhood. feeling so sad and all alone, tying my shoe lace seems such a bore, ive got one side of our shoe, tell me where are you? kissing the sunrise under the moon, stars they shine all too soon, nothing is easy and nothing is free, please dont ever leave without me. the fallen leaves during summer, that is how much i love her... ************ April 03, 2006
ill make this random entry short: i represented CD's 4th division soccer team. i got thru the selection and we played all the way to the semi finals but lost. and in the 3rd and 4th placing, we lost 3-2. Luck wasnt on our side. before the normal soccer game for hazmat rangers, i went out with my bro,rio around town looking for his wwe belt but there seems to be a shortage of it around singapore. and on the way to the match, we went through this pet store. looking in through the glass pane, i see all this small furry animals locked up in cages. i felt so sad for them and if i had all the money in the world, id buy each and everyone of them and set them free. its just so cruel to make them stay in a 1 metre by 1 metre square cage. they have feelings too.. me and dearie have been through tough times its not all happy and fun all the time if it is, then something is totally wrong but we are hanging there we are strong so no matter what we'll always be there for each other im still waiting for my ntu application result its going to come anytime now and im really scared haha wish me luck and now its 2 more hours till i meet dearie yeay cant wait im gonna give her a biiiiiiiiig hug after all that has happened yeay |
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